Again (poem with bad english)

I felt it
I have (felt) that feeling again
The strangeness of emptiness inside me
Has started sucking me in back again

This dark gaping hole that I feel
The void of world that I know now
Oh, she walks away and I know now
And she walks away so I won’t feel again

Oh, it’s just a phase, it will pass
I know all that, please don’t tell me again
I am in the control now – I won’t look!
Oh! She makes me sad, so sad again

I dream of you again – go away!
Don’t think ever of my plight – again!
Live your perfect life that you stole from me
O.K.! I need myself to calm down again

I thought of you yesterday after a long time
I don’t miss you now, I wish I didn’t have to
But you made me realize what I miss so dearly
You gave me the taste of what I cannot have again

And now she is sitting in front of me
I forget you and she comes to remind again
Not of you, no, you and your man whom you like
But the urge in me to fall in love again